October 16, 1991 — Filed under: mypoems
Lonely disaster
To one not side by side
Ruler never lasts
Rhyme and meter
Tongue and foot
Basic blasphemy in the bole on the table
Washed by unfamiliar hands
Dreams covered in bliss
No other may be as richouse
Flavored life
Colored desires
Visions deranged
Mismatched emotions to use for longing
September 16, 1991 — Filed under: mypoems
As you sit in your world
Watching the sky
My sell is flying
Turn away
Try to wake
No more thoughts
Then to my sights
A blur follows every movement
The mind is in a room
See the walls as they twist and flow
The floor is no longer
Darkness beneath your being
Write home soon before you wake
Cracks in the pavement distort Egyptian patterns
Towers rise to the heaves
Where is your ride
Why can’t you speak
Run to the dark through the right
Can you tell me what time it is
All day, no food, not hungry
Feeling as though death is neat
No worries
Long day, long night
Sleep will come as you dream of the norm
One thought shall return
The trip was good.
July 16, 1991 — Filed under: mypoems
Call me into the shadows
With the rest of the followers
Taking refuge in deceit
Steel we can
among other things
Anything that is not
we can make true
No matter what the thought is
We can change and mold them
to fit our desire
Scorn us on one side
Lust for us on the other
Through the days we can enchant
From our favorite dreams
comes your worst nightmare
The shadow in which we dwell and spy
You shun and wonder
Break our code
I doubt it
June 16, 1991 — Filed under: mypoems
Success
Crush me with your drive
The eyes on me are of pity
No grace for the ones who fall
Christ beats me with his crutch
Whips my hide till it bleeds
Curs my being you might
For what reason
Because of fall
Never will I turn to you
Your society tripped me
Raped my innocent mind
only confusion will fallow
Leave me be
My own world
where no one trips
your grace of shadow
December 6, 1990 — Filed under: mypoems
The glass in which eyes peer
Not warped but slightly cracked
Weather worn smooth
Comforts of home
Restraining sets us free
That blurry world seams less simple
Once the world is almost
Close
Too close
Very painful
Take it and run
Sit and stair at the wall
See the mound of paint
Things are complex only for a while
Forget about it
Relaxation come in handy
Though it came late
To have and to loose is better
Than to ever have at all.