June 9, 1994 — Filed under: mypoems
As softness sparkle
Seeping rose to trickle
Fears frustrations, confusion
Questions
Too many fore answers
Future is uncertain tidal
Emotions rushing in
Rushing out
Through the sea to far shores
Anguish, torment ‑ for love
Love for one
Curing each other
Being truthful with hearing
Listening, complaining, comparing
Least of all resolving
Tears flutter birds of prey
Wanting answers
Birds of paradise
Seeking original ferry tails
Words try to express
Words only try
Attempting visions, reality
Pictures do no better
All just a slice
Memories, feelings
Moments in past left still
Frozen perfection
Lost soles searching themselves
Searching each other
Tempting loss
Who self wants to be
Revelations unwilling
Letting go with both hands
May 9, 1994 — Filed under: mypoems
Cloud of stone
Life went wandering
Time fades on
Priceless art
The bridges kept burning
Babies cried
Life flew into night
Snakes stood on end
Still there were no answers
April 9, 1994 — Filed under: mypoems
Break the silence
the single ripple softly roles on
with no mistake there is beauty
out there
not hidden
but most of us are blind
by heat and frustration
the surroundings are flat, paper
rolled out before us for convenience
it exists for us
the blessed ones
March 9, 1994 — Filed under: mypoems
Open window front
with careful ponderous view
where do they come from
are they ignorant or are they action
it is dangerous to feel too deeply
frightfully tempting realization
thrown from penalizing spectators
perfect and impossible
do they think it should be done
loathing views the window as free
the shelter is an empty cave
occupied insanely by the dim light
and the blind sits in fear of the accusation
carrying a notebook filled with dribble on hope
the small misshappen creature enjoys misinterpretation
thriving in its make‑believe world of disillusionment
blind and suffering swirls in pools on the table
flat and polished, destined for greatness
lonesome desired is the morning haze
tarring through the facade and shines for all to see
pointing and judging
such hatred painfully untouched
through deadly containment
the window lies
about the land and its duty
the cave surrounding blindly
loves it there blind and siting without contempt
the misshapen and blind always beg
always pleading for sympathy
though fast to reject any act of pity
such a complex feeling fills the empty space
thinking of the dangers of misfortune
once dwelled on the suffering increases
alone.
February 9, 1994 — Filed under: mypoems
A beavers tail
Inside the wet beavers home
Sought after with golden
Anticipation
It’s all over from there
She’s in control
And restrains
the savage beast
Beating her wings
She sours with your feelings
Lost in your feeling
Helplessly coming feeling